Monday, January 19, 2009

For the hundreth time...I surrender to kindness

Lately I notice, I am a bit sensitive on the issue of men taking advantage of women. I feel for those who have been cheated, who have been lied and who have been taken granted of. Not that I am not grateful with intelligent and kind men around me. Friends at UMP, my male family members are those very near to my heart. But I keep meeting those who do not fit as a gentleman. Those who believe that women are their slaves, financially, sexually and emotionally. I have lost a great weight of respect towards men who hurt and hurt and hurt women, intentionally. Unfair world but this is the truth. Yet, when unexpectedly I receive kindness from a man, a huge amount of sincerity...I surrender. Being a muslim, I have great faith on Allah's blessing and His love towards me and all Muslims around the world. I am here, standing strong (which deep inside, I am still the frightened-to-be-hurt Haslinda), saying yes to love and saying yes to a try-out-long-term-hope. This is such a risky situation. I am aware that this time if things go wrong, I might end up hurting not just myself but also R's heart. Oh dear..I don't have the heart to hurt anybody, again. Ya Allah. Give me the strength to be kind and give me the patience in the world to sustain and maintain this relationship till...I don't could lead to marriage. We never know the promises Allah has for us. I have big hopes, nevertheless small expectation. R knows where we stand. I don't want to scare him with my ideas and philosophies of marriage and happiness. This time, I just want to be Haslinda without wealth, without high education, without glamour career (haha), without fame for being a motivator (another haha)...I just want to be Haslinda with a kind heart. A statement to be my guidance till I am given the opportunity to be a good wife and a guide till I die. Be with me, Ya Allah. Pray for me, dear friends and students. Be my strength, dear family members. To R at Istana Budaya, welcome to my world! A world of love and humor as a small contribution to happiness..
Guide with me..The rest of it belongs to Allah's fate on us..

Friday, January 16, 2009

SURAT CINTA TIJAH....walaupun ramai pernah baca hehehe

Tijah budak kampung, tapi bekerja di Kuala Lumpur .

Biasalah bila sudah duduk "town", mula lupa asal usul. Pakaian seksi maut, bercinta pula dgn lelaki mat saleh. Ke hulu ke hilir menayang boyfriendnya yg bermata biru.

Punyalah eksyen si Tijah, hinggalah suatu hari dia ternampak lelaki Inggeris tadi dgn wanita lain yg lebih cantik dan bergaya daripadanya. Tijah menangis tiga hari tiga malam. Pada malam ke empat, Tijah mengambil sehelai kertas dan menulis surat untuk memutuskan perhubungannya dgn lelaki mat saleh tadi yg baru sebulan dikenalinya.

Begini bunyi surat yg ditulis oleh Tijah binti Kulup Kecil, yg berjaya "dicuri" ...

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I have think about this very cook-cook. I know I clap one hand only. 
Correctly, I have seen you and she walk-walk together at town with eyes myself. You grab hand she.

You always ask for apology back-back. I don't trust you again! You are really crocodile land.

My friend speak you play wood three. First-first I think my friend lie me. But now I know you correct-correct play wood three.

So, I break connection to pull my body from this love triangle. I know this result I pick is very correct, because you love she very high from me.

So, I cut this connection to go far from here. I don't want you to play-play with my liver.

I have been crying until no more eye water thinking about you. I don't want banana to fruit two times.

Safe walk.. 

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Gambar Dik D dalam kelas OSHA

I went with mama-a surprise for Dik D. Sedang belajar OSHA di UMP. Macam belajar la konon..hheheh tapi mama macam proud je Dik D masuk universiti...Adik ni...kalau lah dia tau nilai belajar ni dari dulu Dik D bengang bonus tak dapat, lagi mau potong gaji RM500. Kesian dia.... Doa2 lah adik dapat keja di tempat lain..teruk betul tempat dia kerja sekarang....

International Students from China are here in UMP

These students will go through our PIE (Preparatory Intensive English) Program with CMLHS English Lecturers and I will also teach them (Reading Skills). Hope CMLHS can create miracle because the students need the English badly in order to survive in UMP and Malaysia. 

Talk during the arrival of International Students from China at UMP

Again, I gave a talk to China students on the accommodation provided for them. It was a good stress for me. To get the slides ready, to get myself prepared for the talk. I was not able to smile so much until I have finished giving the talk on Sunday morning. Hope I have done a good job to impress the China students especially on JHEPA at UMP. Nobody has left UMP at the moment. Hopefully nobody is going back to China. :-)

Talk at Bengkel Pengurusan JPK KK3

My JPK has a workshop recently. I am looking forward to see the improvement in their management of students' activities. Shahirah is trying her best to motivate the other girls. Hope Allah is with us...I really want them to be happy.

3 Pengetua and 3 Pengerusi JPK at UMP

This is among my fav picture. Finally Majlis Pengetua is official and finally there are 3 Pengerusi JPK. May Allah help us with out work and responsibility at UMP. To the other 2 handsome Pengetua, please assist me. To my 3 Pengerusi JPK, learn to be  good leader by being humble yet intelligent in making decision and problem solving. Let us build Kolej Kediaman at UMP!!!!!

Friday, January 9, 2009

A Child with big round eyes

WADAH...the youngest in our family..just loved her eyes...not forgetting those curly hair....geramnya!

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Hafizoah with her new carpet which matches the curtain

Why I like these pictures? Well, I sold the carpet to Hafiz. I went to Nilai with my family last 2 weeks. Bought this carpet for our house but the size is a bit too small. So, I decided to find a buyer and surprisingly, the lucky person is Hafiz. Yes, Cik Pijoh! Your room looks so cozy. Kak Tym, jangan jealous. Nanti akak balik Malaysia, kita hias bilik cantik2 ya. People, notice the name PIJO on her board? Yup...this is Hafiz world...welcome back to UMP, my frend.

Majlis Jamuan Program iSIna 2008 - Kompleks Anjung Rahmat, Gombak

I joined this program by allowing myself to sponsor a child which was RM540. Hafizoah decided to join the program and thanks to Lizah, the organizer of the program for inviting us to participate in such a noble program. This program will help children aged 6-15 who have yet to capture the ability to read. They will go through 6 weeks of intensive Reading skills program and alhamdulillah, 80% managed to read well after 6 weeks. Thanks to Han who drove us there. i wouldn't be able to find the place. Tq Han..u r such a dear sis to me. I spend 3 days, 2 nights at Han's cozy house. The hospitality is so and more food...not forgetting ..sleep..sleep..sleep.. hahaha :-) I hope I can contribute more to this kind of program. It felt good to be there with lizah and the crowd. Although the 3 of us did not do much, we were there and we felt good. Clapping hands while the children took their presents. And knowing my child `Tengku Putra' who does not know me, yet he is now getting better in his reading skills, I feel good. May Allah give him the chance to be a good and faithful person. Tq god for the money you gave is a reward for those who neet it more than I do. Hope I have more next year in order to help more children...insyallah..Amin...

Tok Ma bagi hadiah harijadi pd Dani

So sweettttttttttttttt.......a grandmother gives a birthday present to her grandaughter...Beriya p beli buah dan coklat letak dlm bakul...mama's wish to give to Dani...Happy Birthday dear Dani! Dah masuk sekolah pun anak makngah ni....

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Melawat kawan yang sedang sakit

I went to Pandamaran Jaya at Kelang with Sivan on Saturday, 3rd Jan 2009 to visit Zulazan, a good friend of ours during our Masters study at UM. Zul had a stroke and went thru an operation in August 2008. He was in a coma for a month. He lost almost 30kg and now he is getting better. His left side is a bit weak, almost paralyzed, he told us. Zul, semoga cepat sembuh. I gave him a Kaabah miniature, minyak Dhab for urut which I bought from Mekah, some tokens from Mekah and also, A book `Seteguh Tekad' by Prof Sidek Baba. Zul aims to go to Mekah by 40yrs old (he is now 38yrs old) and also he wants to pursue his dream to do his PHD. He is also waiting for the right moment to move in to his new house in Banting. His friends want him to get married, yes..he is single like me. Most friends ask, why are we not married to each other even though we are very close especially during our time in UM? I don't know, maybe the chemistry was never there, or maybe the friendship bond is too strong that both of us feel we do not want to destroy such a good friendship. I had a wonderful time with Sivan..the best conversation since ages...Yes...chemistry was definitely there. True, Sivan? ;-)

Mesyuarat Felo terakhir dipengerusikan oleh Ustaz Hilmi

Alhamdulillah Ustaz Hilmi dah mula sambung belajar diperingkat PHD pada Jan 2009. Kita semua soakan Ust berjaya dan bila dah jadi DR, akan jadi Pengetua again. Letih ganti Ust untuk chair memtting. Tak sabar juga nak sambung belajar. Sapa tahan kalau mesyuarat sampai 4-5 tiap2 hari...Ust Hilmi, all the best. Insyallah, kami semua doakan..Gambar cenderahati dari JPK KK1...sapa tak sayang Ust woo....